The Other Side Of My Life

I'm sure you don't wanna know... pero sasabihin ko pa rin...

Si Jean ay isang taong may sariling mundo... isang taong kayang mabuhay na nag-iisa (pero di ko kaya ng wala ka... pero kakayanin ko pa rin kung no choice na...) at laging nakakulong sa madilim na kuwarto. Bakit madilim? Aswang ako e... Basta may computer at internet connection, kahit walang pagkain at tubig lang ay okay na sakin. A new friend told me that I'm an anti-social person... pakealam ko ba! One day I woke up and realized that I just wanna be here in my room.... alone... Mas gusto ko pang magkulong na lang dito sa madilim kong kwarto kaysa naman maglamierda at gumastos ng pera para lang sa wala. I don't care being an anti-social... I just wanna have a peace of mind...

Ayan at last may personal post na dito kahit walang kwenta. Ok na to taglish... nakaka-nosebleed kasi e... wala lang...

* Jean is softie but also toughie (sometimes), anti-social, quiet, patient and impatient (duh), boring, crazy, jealous, matakaw, stubborn, control freak, possesive and loyal. Hmmm... I'm sure no one would want to mess up with me... *rOaRrrrrrrr....

Before I used to weigh more than 190 pounds and my waist line was 45 inches. You wouldn't know how hard it is to be fat. One day I've realized that I need to change and make myself feel and look better than it was. I've tried a lot of diet pills and different exercise programs that would help me lose weight but none of them works. Maybe I was just too stubborn. It was really hard to lose weight. Then my cousin who was working in Japan as an entertainer recommended a certain diet pills and said that this drug works on her. When she came back 2 months after the day we've talked about it, I believed her because she become so sexy. The diet pills really made her lose weight. So I've tried it out and after a few months I lose weight. I've lost almost 40 pounds in a short time. Then on my six month of taking that diet pills, the side effects occurred. My heart rate became so abnormal that sometimes it reaches to 130 beats/min even while I was at rest. Imagine how high it would go when I've started to move or when I've tried to walk up and down the stairs. Sometimes I just passed out. It made me feel so weak. My doctor told me that if I didn't stopped taking that pill I would surely die. Of course I don't want that to happen. So I've stopped. If you guys are having a hard time to lose weight just like me then be sure of the medicine that you would take. Yesterday I've read a lot about this Rimonabant weight loss drug.

I want to try it out because from what I've read, this Rimonabant weight loss drug has been approved in all European countries. Well, if only I could try this for myself and see if this thing works. I am so desperate in losing weight now. The good thing is that I have an Aunt who is living in London and 2 months from now she will be having a vacation here in the Philippines with her family. I am planning to talk to her and try if she can buy me that weight loss pill and let's see if its really effective. *crossfingers

GPS or Global Positioning System is a satellite-based positioning technology that allows any gps receiver to identify its geographic location. Its features can be beneficial specially if you have a company that needs an effective and reliable tracking system. Visit fleetmatics.com and I am sure you will get what you want that’s just perfectly right for your business. If you are interested how you can lower you fuel consumption costs, reduced communication costs, incresead productivity, faster response times, reduced overtime payments to your employees and increased security then check out their Free GPS Fleet Tracking buyer’s guide and fill up the form and they will send you guidelines and things that you should know first when choosing the right gps tracking device for your company.

I’ve listed down some of the benefits when you use Fleetmatics GPS Vehicle Tracking system;

- their gps tracking system will help you monitor your drivers’ speed, excessive idle times and unauthorized vehicle use
- your drivers will not be lost and that saves a lot of fuel because fleetmatics gps tracking system has an increase route efficiencies with live tracking and mapping
- you can also monitor your employees on how long the hours they have spent working for accurate billing.

You may use their online fleet savings calculator that can simulate the hours saved per driver per week, the total fleet hours saved per week and per month and the amount of money you saved per month. This will help you decide if you really need to invest more on GPS vehicle tracking system. Find out more information about this GPS tracking system at Fleetmatics.com

Do you believe in miracles? Well, I do... Everyday a miracle is always happening. One day I mentioned that word to you... and you told me that miracle for you is when everyday we can still get the chance to talk and be together. It means so much to me...

I will always be here for you baby... I love you so much...

 

Leon Jackson - When You Believe Lyrics

Many nights we pray
With no proof anyone could hear
In our heart’s a hopeful song
We barely understood
Now we are not afraid
Although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains long before we knew we could

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope frail, it’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will…
You will when you believe

Easy to despair,
When all you hear is fear and lies
Easy just to run and hide,
Too frightened to begin
But if we dare to dare
Don’t wait for answers from the skies
Each of us can look inside
And hear this song within

There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope frail, it’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will…
You will when you believe

They don’t always happen when you ask
And it’s easy to give in to your fear
But when you’re blinded by your faith
Can’t see your way clear through the rain
A small but still resilient voice,
Says hope is very near

(There can be miracles, when you believe)
Though hope is frail, it’s hard to kill
Who knows what miracles you can achieve
When you believe
Somehow you will…
(Now you will)
And now you will
You will when you believe

You will when you believe.

In less than 2 months from now and its Halloween party time! For those who are excited now in preparing for a great Halloween party then I've got a good news for you. While searching for some adult halloween costumes and sexy halloween costumes, I've stumbled upon this CostumeCauldron.com site and found the best sexy costumes, popular tv and movie costumes, couple's costumes, plus size costumes, dance costumes, mascot costumes, holiday costumes like halloween costumes,  for corporate parties, children's party and more! They also have costumes accesories, theatrical makeups, masks, magic and card tricks, juggling supplies, audio and effects and more.... What's best in this site is that they are shipping from anywhere in the world and shipping costs starts at $6.99. Also, they will not charge you for sales tax so expect that your order would not be so expensive and that's another reason for you to shop more at their site. ;) They have lots of costumes to choose from like adult costumes and dress up and look like one of your favorite celebrities! If you love the movie "Pirates of the Carribeans" then check out their Pirate costumes, be ready for some action and dress up like Jack Sparrow and Elizabeth Swann. And for kids and toddlers, they have costumes of Disney and other popular cartoon characters! Need something for masquerade party? As of now they have over 10,000 masquerade items to choose from! Action heroes and animal costumes are also available. What about halloween decorations? Of course they have it too! Order now and save for up to 50% off on their selected items. If you have questions and other inquiries, you may talk to their live support chat which can also be found at their website.

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What are the signs that you are in a bad relationship? Listed below are based on my personal experience and maybe you can relate to this and might wake up one day and finally realize that its time for you to decide what's best for you.

You'll know you are in a bad relationship when:

1. When your partner is not concern about your needs and feelings anymore

2. When your partner continuously and repeatedly commit the same mistakes even he/she is aware that they are hurting you.

3. They keep on blaming you for everything that goes wrong in your relationship and doesn't want to take responsibility for their behavior.

Wake up... It's not yet too late...

1. Some people often choose to just stay because they fear that they will never find anyone that is much better than their present partner

2. They don't trust that they do not deserve someone better

3. Most of them are afraid to be alone and be single again

4. They worry too much about their partner's feelings. Most common reason is that they do not want to hurt their partner's feelings despite the fact that their partner repeatedly hurts their feelings.